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Stuck in a Love Loop



It happened 7 years ago, but the memories are as vivid as if it were yesterday. That year was undoubtedly the best of my life, as I experienced the magic of falling in love. Deeply enamored by the feeling, I was eager to explore this emotion. However, my heart and mind were in constant conflict. Being an emotional person, my heart led the way, unbeknownst to me at the time.

It was a cold winter night, and I, a college student working part-time at a library, was wrapped in layers of warm clothing. Little did I know that on January 30th, 2012, my life would take an unexpected turn. I laid eyes on a stranger who would later become my best friend, soul mate, lover, and husband.

Our connection blossomed rapidly as we chatted through the night. The adrenaline rushed through me, and I felt alive and happy. However, doubt and fear crept in as I questioned my intense feelings for someone I just met. Despite the societal taboo against dating in my community, I couldn't resist the magnetic charisma of this boy.

As I immersed myself in a dream world with him, my heart fluttered when he expressed his feelings. No one had ever held such power over my mind, body, and soul. Though I distanced myself, his message saying "I miss you" shattered my apprehensions. I realized I might be falling for this charming stranger.

This newfound revelation both thrilled and frightened me. I was in love with this boy, and the thought of him potentially feeling the same was exhilarating and nerve-wracking at once.




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